The World Has Stopped

The world has stopped
The darkness have won and it swallowed the earth with frights
Then why are we still fighting?
Why don’t we just give up and go to somewhere nice?
Somewhere nice in the afterlife

What? Why?
Why can’t I take more of the war in my head?
It is filled with thousands of question marks
Mixing round into a desperate hope
My faith is wearing thin

How could you?
How could you fade to black?
When you trusted me you will lead the light
You once said the darkness is venom
Well you were right
It has turned your egoism to do betrayal

What now?
How could I get out now?

Lost

I ran
I ran
And kept running
I ran towards without a point
Fear was blinding my eyes
I was lost
This fading path doesn’t help a bit

The darkness is chasing
Panic rushed from the top to the toe
I couldn’t stop my body from shaking
And I fell
I fell into a cold deep black hole

And I felt like flying
I felt like flying when I land smoothly
I land smoothly on a hard cold land
And it was empty
There’s nothing
It’s just a dark cold box

When suddenly a spotlight appeared
Lighting a regular park bench
What the hell, am I going crazy?
I walked slowly toward it
And I sat on it
Waiting for what happen next

I waited
And waited
I waited in silent
There was only me, the bench, the darkness, and the cold night wind
My body shook so hard and I was sweating
I sweat even when the air was so freezing

Then suddenly
From the swallowing darkness came a lady
She was beautiful, even with her cold, hard expression
She was wearing a simple white dress
Her skin was as pale as her dress
She was walking in a bare feet
Her hair was long, and wavy, and pale-blonde
Her cold eyes were blue
The atmosphere became warmer and colder at the same time

I encourage myself to talk
“Who are you?’’ I asked
The lady smiled coldly
“Well, who do you think I am?”, she asked
I was angry, how do I suppose to know who she is?
“Well then what are you?” I asked defensively
She smiled again
“Well, what do you think I am?” she asked
I kept silent

I kept silent for long
Then when she realized I was angry, she laughed
Her laugh freezes my back
“I’m an angel” she said
Pfft. Yeah RIGHT
“I’m here to answer your questions” she began to warm out

“then why didn’t you answered when I asked who are you?” I asked
She laughed, not a cold laugh but a warm one
She didn’t answer my question

“What is it that you seek?” she asked instead
“I’m seeking for a truth” I said
“I’m seeking for answers of my questions”

She smiled
“Ask me a question then”

And finally, truth
When I asked, my voice was strong and confident
“What is the purpose of my life when I found nothing in it? To where did I run when I ran from reality, when the fear were trying to catch me? What is actually that I’m seeking, besides to seek for a truth?
I didn’t breath
“Where are the light, the love, the path when I need them?”


The lady took a deep breath
And she began to sing
Not singing actually, like a quote with a little up and downs:

The world started with the frightening darkness that morn the earth
And life began with happiness that they called birth
But then life was like a cheating bet
When there’s only a sudden death

You never ran from reality, indeed
Where ever you go, you will always be trapped in it
But reality doesn’t always hurt
You’ll find what you need if you search

The first thing you seek was happiness
But you felt like you never had it, you began to be hopeless
And now what you seek is a purpose

“Now you found it, keep moving on before it’s cureless”

She ended her song in a mysterious voice
I kept quiet
It needed long to me to think about her answers

I have finally found the answers for my darkest secrets

I smiled to her

“Thank you.” I said
“You’re welcome” she smiled

“Now you’re ready to get back?” she asked
“Get back to where?”
“To your home, to your world of course”

For a moment I’ve forgotten that I am in nowhere

I nodded

“You haven’t answered one of my question.” I said
“Where are the light, love, and path?”
She smiled
“I am your light, your love”
And as she waved her hand a shiny path appeared, leading a way trough the darkness
“And your path”

I smiled, stood up, and ready to walk back home

I stopped
“I have one more question” I said
“Go ahead” she said
“Is this real? Or it’s just in my head?”

She smiled mysteriously
“Of course this is in your head, but why can’t it be real?”

I put my first step in the path and walked slowly

“Remember” She said as I walked away from her
“Keep moving on before it’s cureless”

I walked steadily
But then I thought back about the lady
About how beautiful she is
I don’t want to come back home, I said to myself
I turn around

And suddenly as I turned around, everything became dark
The path was gone and something sucked me out
The pain all over my body was so horrid that I screamed
I have forgotten about what she said

Now it’s cureless

Now there’s nothing

This is worse than death

My soul was suspended(what?-_-), and it fades

Worse than death

The Place

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There is this place i wanted to go

A place where I can sit alone

A place where I can heal the wounds

And not a single human can found

I want to sit underneath a willow tree somewhere in the middle of a silent savanna

A grass field in the centre of nowhere

A field dream way beneath the lost world

I want to feel the peaceful mellow air there

Put my back onto the willow tree

Read books until the silent weights my eyes

And see glimpses of sunlight through the leaves canopy when I lay my head down

I would close my eyes

And sharpen my senses to feel everything

The wind towards my face, the waving grasses under my feet, hear the breeze whispers some mellow melody, smell the fragrant of soft dancing petals

And stopped

Just to realize how peaceful it is

Where nobody can hurt me no more

When nobody can put me to prison they call misery

There’s only me, and the harmless tame nature

And then I’ll fly

And land on a beach

In the afternoon the warmth of the air paralyzed my body to relaxation

The ocean breeze slips through my hair

The white, clear sand put me on to comforts

Silence

Too silent

There’s only the sound of wave crashes and the breeze

I stood up and stand by the tip of the wave, the shore

The water is clearly blue

Puts me on a blue silhouette

I put my tiptoe onto the water

And how light the water was

Massages my feet

And when the night came, the beauty came out more extraordinary

Night stars

Different than others

You can never find night stars like this

It covers the dark sky with blinking lights

Like diamond sprinkles

And I light myself a fire

With sticks and branches

It feels so warm and cheerful

I dance around it

And watch the smoke flew into the dark Atlantic sky

Such a beautiful place

Where my mind will be a free, open book, but with no readers and intruders

No more open wound can bleed me

Nothing could possibly hurt me

Silence

I have to admit it is a little bit lonely

It is lonely

But how can I need somebody when they all hurt me?

And which would I prefer?

Lonesome freedom, or somebody by my side?

There is nothing real

Nothing true

It tore my heart when I realize choices are hard

I stared at the stars

Shooting star

I wished the world for a better place for me to live

And to be left

Almost Alice

Forgive me for my absence, blogworld! sebenernya udah lama banget pengen nulis lagi haha cuman kadang gasempet kadang otak blank kadang......males-_- Whtvr. I'm here! Kangen gak? *nggak*

Alice In Wonderland Original Soundtrack

aka

Almost Alice

Uh yeah sebenernya bukan penemuan baru. Album ini udah gue download over 2 months ago (I think) and this is where I downloaded it. Enjoy :) Click here to download!


1. Alice (Underground) – Avril Lavigne
2. Poison – The All-American Rejects
3. Technicolor Phase – Owl City 4.
Her Name Is Alice – Shinedown
5. Painting Flowers – All Time Low
6. Where’s My Angel – Metro Station
7. Strange – Tokio Hotel and Kerli
8. Follow Me Down – 3OH!3 featuring Neon Hitch
9. Very Good Advice – by Robert Smith
10. In Transit – by Mark Hoppus with Pete Wentz
11. Welcome to Mystery – Plain White T’s
12. Tea Party – Kerli
13. The Lobster Quadrille – Franz Ferdinand
14. Running Out of Time – Motion City Soundtrack
15. Fell Down a Hole – Wolfmother
16. White Rabbit – Grace Potter and the Nocturnals

If you're asking for a simple comment about this album, it would be 'UH-MAZING!'. No doubts. No lies. Don't believe? Check em.

Now I'm going to share a bit of my favourite songs from this album and my top recommendation. Now the first one, one of the MOST special song:

1. In Transit - Mark Hoppus featuring Pete Wentz
Please look and reread at the artist. RE-READ. If you're not surprised then you're not normal--oh I mean it's....
MARK HOPPUS!!! Yes, THE Mark Hoppus from Blink 182! After not being heard for years after Blink quit the music world, HE IS BACK. He still EXIST. And now HE's rocking out with THE PETE WENTZ from Fall Out Boy (also Arma Angelus, Racetraitor, Birthright, and Cobra Starship).

And their song is just as lovely as the guys!

Go down the hall Drink from the bottle and never come home No one's to blame We're always the same, we're always the same

No that wasn't the reff, it's one of my favourite part :b

2. Poison - The All American Reject
Another beautiful song by AAR. You might now this song better than the others cause well, yeah, you might recognize this song way better than the others. I never even heard of the others :b This song is really full of emotions that I can't even explain to you. And for this song, I'm begging PLEASE FINISH IT. Don't stop it in the middle. PLAY UNTIL THE END OF IT. Why? Because this song is real unique. Like I said, it's full of emotions. So if you play the whole song you may find a rather odd part. You might understand if you read the book or watch the movie.

3. Painting Flowers - All Time Low
Well of course you also know this band like DUH who don't? Actually this song doesn't really sounds 'wonderland' but it's still good anyway.

4. Her Name is Alice - Shinedown
You might not now this 'Shinedown' (cause I don't ;o ) but I gotta the say. THIS is the song. THIS is Wonderland. THIS song MADE Almost Alice. If you listen to it and got the lyric you might understand. This song describe the story the most. I know unknown artist make you feel like 'never heard of it. rubbish.' but NO. This song is highly highly highly recommended.

5. Follow Me Down – 3OH!3 featuring Neon Hitch
Another well-known artist. Go check out.

6. Alice - Avril Lavigne
Well of course this is the leading song from Almost Alice. This is also, the only song played after the movie (on the movie credits). Sang by Avril Lavigne with her high pitched sweet voice. The rest of the song you might wanna check out eventhough some of them sounds weird and odd.


xoxo
Eureka representing Alice♥

Support Us!

Yup, the upcoming event is called:

PORSENI a.k.a O2SN!
Okay I'm actually confused cause some people call it porseni and the other called it o2sn-_-



Porseni = Pentas Olahraga dan Seni
O2SN = Olimpiade Olahraga Siswa Nasional

Nineteen, us, me, is going to compete at the BASKETBALL competition. Sounds.........WOW o_O

This is a really something cause we got only one chance, the maximum age is 1996, and we heard the rumor that the match will be 3 on 3. So my coach chosed Eksalanti, Tiara, Me, and Ananda for it.


And oh-my-God I'm darn scared. Why? Sounds like a BIG responsibility eh?


Our first match will be held this Friday at SMP Tarakanita 1. And I beg for your prayer and support :D





Number Thirteen from Nineteen
♥ Eurevannixer

Selamat Hari Kartini :D

Hey it's 21st April! You know what it means?

Selamat Hari Kartini :)

She's really beautiful isn't she? :')

And OMG, it's been 131 YEARS! Kartini was born into an aristocratic Javanese family in a time when Java was still part of the Dutch Colonies. Sounds scary huh? She was born on 21 April 1879


She's the pioneer for women's rights in Indonesia. She's Indonesia's one of the biggest national heroine. So girls, without her, you'd still be under the commands of boys. Give some BOO for boys :b


Sadly, she died at the age of 25 on 3rd September 1904



Now that she's gone, it's all up to us to continue her works and ambition! We are the NOW generation and the FUTURE leader. And we're going to make her smile up there :)

But then I felt really angry this morning because I found another trouble-maker account on twitter, which called him/herself @KartiniSampah . and yes, these are some of her/his tweets.

Forgive the unclear printscreen-_-

Well me and my friends were really going crazy and mad and angry and and and oh God I totally cannot write what we said because some of em sounds like really bad words ;b



Well I hope YOU wouldn't do anything stupid like that cause you know how hard it is for Kartini to fight for women emancipation at that time. Please don't waste what she had done for us :D

Door Duistermis tox Licht
Habis Gelap Terbitlah Terang

-R.A. Kartini

Proud to be one of Indonesia's future greatest woman
♥ Eurevannixer
(1879-04-21)in on

Hurricane

No matter how many times that you told me you wanted to leave
No matter how many breaths that you took you still couldn't breathe
No matter how many nights that you lied wide awake to the sound of the pausing rain



Where did you go? where did you go? where did you go?
Heart beat, a heart beat, I need a... heart beat, a heart beat...

Tell me would you kill to save for a life?
Tell me would you kill to prove you're right?
Crash, crash, burn let it all burn
This hurricane is chasing us all underground.

No matter how many deaths that I die, I will never forget
No matter how many lives I live, I will never regret
There's a fire inside this heart and a riot about to explode into flames



Where is your God? Where is your God? Where is your God? ...

Do you really want?
Do you really want me?
Do you really want me d e a d ?
Or alive to torture for my sins?

Do you really want?
(heart beat, a heart beat)
Do you really want me?
(I need a.. heart beat, a heart beat)
Do you really want me dead?
(you know I gotta leave, I can't stay)
Or alive to live a lie?

You say you wrong, you wrong, I'm right, I'm right, you're wrong, we fight
Ok, I'm running from the light, running from the day to night
Oh, the q u i e t s i l e n c e defines our m i s e r y
The riot inside keeps trying to visit me
No matter how we try, it's too much history
Too many bad notes playing in our symphony

So let it breathe, let it fly, let it go
Let it fall, let it crash, burn slow

And then you call upon God
Oh when you call upon God....

R u n n i n g a w a y from t h e n i g h t , r u n n i n g a w a y from t h e l i g h t

R u n n i n g a w a y t o s a v e y o u r l i f e

Hurricane
30 Seconds To Mars feat Kanye West

	30 Seconds To Mars - Hurricane feat. Kanye West .mp3
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

Waited more than 30 Seconds for them,
♥ Eurevannixer

Blink Survival

Well yesterday wasn't the best day ever. Could be. But it's not. Turned out bad. Not the worst, but it's extraordinarily bad.

Yes. I hurted someone. And I hurt myself by hurting that someone.

I wasn't crying at all. I wish I could. But trembling violently was all I can do. Well, am I that strong? Through the blood she can look, see the life that she took. Brain-Blank Out. Hell was here in my head.

'Yeah and that night I put this song outloud, just to survive. Just to make-believe.

Blink 182
Adam's Song

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I'd survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone



You could not Blink your eyes without Blink ;)
♥ Eurevannixer

Angels & Airwaves - Rite Of Spring

Yah jadi ceritanya lagu ini emang udah agak lama tapi gue nemunya baru, itupun gue asal click download wakaka. By, once again, Angels and Airwaves (omfg I'm so in love with this band). Biasanya gue fell in love sama lagu kebanyak gara2 liriknya hahaha. Lagu ini pun gak ada hubungannya sama kehidupan gue, cuman yah menyentuh gitsss belom lagi bagian reff nya owowow. Check it out ppl

Angels & Airwaves
Rite Of Spring

	Angels & Airwaves - Rite Of Spring .mp3
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

I was locked all day in the summer heat,
In a small brown house in Suburban Street,
With a skateboard and my shit guitar,
I'd dream all day that they would get me far,
My dad would ask me about my grades,
The asshole sports that I never played.
And then I'd ask about the girls he'd date,
Behind our backs when mom would stay up late.
It was near when I turned sixteen,
Got kicked out of school, and so it seemed
that things were closing in and ready to blow,
My dad moved out about that year or so,
It took an hour to start a punk rock band
To offset my fucked up family land
And as I held my mom would start to cry
I swore ourselves a better life

(reff) If I had a chance for another try,
I wouldn’t change a thing
It's made me all of who I am inside
And if I could thank god
That I am here, and that I am alive
And everyday I wake
I tell myself a little harmless lie
The whole wide world is mine

The summers gone, the years have passed,
My friends have changed, a few did last,
The smallest dreams got pushed aside,
The largest ones that changed my life,
And all I wish for was come to pass
From rock and roll, to love and cash
It’s all success if it’s what you need
Do what you like and do it honestly

(reff) If I had a chance for another try,
I wouldn’t change a thing
It's made me all of who I am inside
And if I could thank god
That I am here, and that I am alive
And everyday I wake
I tell myself a little harmless lie
The whole wide world is mine

Hey yo oh oh oh
Hey yo oh oh
Hey yo oh oh oh
Hey yo oh oh
Hey yo oh oh oh
Hey yo oh oh
Hey yo oh oh oh
Hey yo oh oh

If I had a chance for another try,
I wouldn’t change a thing
It's made me all of who I am inside
And if I could thank god
That I am here, and that I am alive
And everyday I wake
I tell myself a little harmless lie
The whole wide world is mine

The whole wide world is mine
And the whole wide world is mine

AVAddicts
♥ Eurevannixer

Romeo & Paris

Please notice, semua yang ada di sini, selebay/ senorak apapun, ceritanya asli. Demiapa? Demi Allah SWT. Cerita ini udah dipendam lama, jadi maaf aja kalo frontal, dia juga gak bakal tau lah.

Oke, here's the sitch. Banyak orang ngira gue udah move on. Well here's the truth

Gue belum.

Well how could? Every second in every place here reminds me of him.

And now comes Paris, offering a different kind of love. Smooth, relaxing, enjoyable, joyfull, and yet, caring. I could go on with Paris, but what about Romeo? Well if I HAVE moved on, Romeo would've been noone and Paris'll be Romeo. Don't get it? Read carefully. Use your logic.

Romeo can't be Paris, yet Paris can never be Romeo.

Romeo leaves all his signs inside of me. He carved his name there so I would never forget. I wanted to, but hell yeah I can't. So the BIG question mark ends up at 'What Should I do". Like hell, I can't play or put off Paris. I'm not that evil kind-o-girl.

Hey you. Yeah you. Don't laugh. This is no ordinary pathetic poetic post. This is true. Just scroll down and read.


> Like hell. Everyday we would meet up at (censored) and there would be no day without us getting close (until NOW). When I was close he would do unexpected things like playing with my hands (this is one of the thing he tipically did.) or whispers in my ears (hey I froze in time like those). And one evening, he was real close to my lips. Stop. We didn't do it. Only on the cheeks.

> Guitar. That fcking thing was what made us close. I was his senior in this part. That's what he said. We even made a little band named (censored). Everytime we sit and hold the guitar the first thing we would play is Your Call - Secondhand Serenade.

> This is one of the Most Special. When I got problems, he would--without thinking or compromize-- call me by the phone. This is what he would say:

Don't cry. Go to your room. Lock the door. Now you can cry. Tell me what's wrong. Try guitar-izing yourself, that's what I do. It's okay. I'll always be there for you.

And this was one of the deepest. Most inconsolable.

I was nearly crying one night. He texted me. And these are a little PIECE of the top of the messages:

Q: Hey, why don't you go get a boyfriend?
A: What for?
Q: You know, in case you got problems he would listen and take care of things.
A: Well I don't need such boys. Friends would fit well.
Q: Well that's kinda right. Then I'll be your bestest friend. Just remember that I'll always be there for you.

Noticed yet? Read again. Carefully.
Once again, emang keliatannya kaya dibuat2, tapi Demi Allah SWT itu asli.


> One day on my friend's birthday, we went to (censored). Suddenly it rains. What then? He dragged his jacket and put on top of US. Yeah like in the movies. (reminder: Demi Allah SWT asli). When we were ontheway home, I was sitting in the car at the backseat. Only the two of us. Hey, we did nothing, swear. When we arrived he asked whether I want him to wait for me or not. I said no. So he left. That's that? No. He asked me to bring his wet jacket.

Pause. That's not right. Didn't felt right when he left. Well, how could it be right when he left in an unreasonable way? Why unreasonable? Because until now, still I don't know what's wrong. Neither my friend knows why. Then what happened? We were getting further and further. He replied late. Then we won't reply. Then I don't be the one who had to greet him first. No. Then we just... d i s s a p e a r e d .

Is it March already? Well it has been about almost a year we haven't talk to each other. Seriously? Never. AT ALL (reminder: Demi Allah SWT)

> That afternoon we went for school trip. That time we were a bit far. But still on the line. We didn't walk too close or talk too long. What he did when he passed by me was just pull my hands a bit or put his hands on top of my head. Just that.

When he shows how he's caring, it was unlike any other. Nope. You can't imagine. Not even me. Not even himself, I'm sure.

His "I'll always be there" WASN'T a lie those times. It is now. It wasn't. It isn't. Hell. Can't we turn back time?

Well of course, Paris is also caring. It is a different type of care. He would grew smile with his laughter. His apology was his specialty. Why? It would bring me down. Real down to the ground. That's why I cannot not forgive him for any reason.

Now one month ago I had this dream. This fcking dream made all Romeo memories alive. Back. Painfully. And I didn't tell anyone because I do believe things that says "Dreams won't come true if you say it"

Well, actually there's no Paris here. There's only uhm somebody. Yeah that time I was a bit in for that 'somebody'. Let's just call him X.

That day I was in this normal place. You know, (censored). And I was nearby X and just getting close to him. In this dream, Romeo was jealous. And then all of a sudden he went into the OLD HIM (omagash I could cry like hell). Then he got back to my side, and did everything we USED to do. And then like the OLD times. I was his, and he's mine.

Wake up, get a life. That was just a dream. Well, let's say AMIN for that.

I am NOT the type of girl who would give up. My friend suggested to greet him or text him or yeah just get together again. No. If he is a real man he would be the one who do it. Well that's impossible. He never notice my existence. Like I am obscure. Like I said, it has been nearly a year without us even talking.

Hey, back to Paris.

Any suggestion? It seems hopeless to Romeo, but it is also hard to move on. I am the type who's hard to forget things. I am forgetful, like my mom said, but not at this. It's like he's been silhouetting me all the time.

Gospel truth: would like to go on with Paris. Don't want to let him know about Romeo. Nada. That would hurt him likalot.

These days, I can't help but sitting in the corner. Thinking. Slowly drowned in inconsolability. Well, I'm sorry.

I think that's as far as I can go. Thanks for reading, you're really caring. Suggestion? Contact me. And please re-notice that this is true, all of em. If you don't believe then suit urself. And again, please notice that this is one of the most deepest, frontal, and sick blogpost. So I think it is kinda rare for you to read.

Wish the best of the luck

♥ Eurevannixer

Permohonan Maaf

Oke walaupun mungkin sekilas tidak jelas bagi anda, post ini saya persembahkan (nahlo) untuk orang2 yang telah saya repotkan dan telah saya sakiti. Karena saya bukan tipe orang yang sensitip (bukan cengeng, saya menangis setaun sekali kayaknya) saya tidak mampu memendam rasa bersalah saya pada insiden 17 Februari 2010

1.) Excelita Syahrani : keponakan saya ini lagi sakit (kakinya) tapi udah saya ajak ngadu padahal masalah yang palah saham dan sudah bikin dia ikut2an ikut.

2.) Claudia Amanda : Ini orang udah baik sekale sampe nanya2in saya kenapa dia sampe mengorbankan pulsa gatau berapa. Sampe tadi pagi pun dia masih nanyain gitu.

3.) Arcida Gautama : Yah orang ini tanpa disengaja dijadikan kancil diantara gajah oleh saya. Dibikin pusing oleh permasalahan yang terdengar childish sekali. Di smsnya sampe "Udah Eur kamu tenang aja"

Yak Last but not Least, orang yang paling kena tembakan maut gue yang..........devilish.

Ganendra Arya :

Orang ini sudah saya kambing hitamkan padahal maksudnya baik. Tapi berkat ke-melas-annya nyali saya langsung ciut terus akibatnya saya merasa bersalah sampe hari gini. Diharap tau saya adalah orang yang mudah menyakiti diri sendiri, so..

MAAAAAAAAAAAFFFFFFF! :'''''((((

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Heran gak sih kalo Pro minta bantuan sama Amateur?

So here's the sitch. Suatu malem gue lagi ol dan chat msn sama orang2 di antaranya ada kakak tua yaitu Arcida Gautama. Nah kan gue lagi chat2 biasa gitu eh tau tau...

Archie says:

ehyaehyaehya lagi kamukamu jago grafis kan?

wahaha memang

@Eulca says:

gak terlalu, nyokap yang jago

whywhy?

Archie says:

bikinin logo marionette dooooooooooong

@Eulca says:

wahaha takut-.-

Archie says:

whywhywhy?

@Eulca says:

takut di di di

di apa ya?

di anak kecilin gitu-_____-

Archie says:

maksudnya?

@Eulca says:

di aduh digimanain yak

takut pada gasuka gitu terus dicak2in -_-

Archie says:

yaampun siapa yang bakal gasuka?

is it alex turner on your profpict?

@Eulca says:

yah kan amateur gitu

haha no no itu random

Archie says:

coba dulu deeeh yaya? (((:

@Eulca says:

awkaaay

but it'll take long, schedulenya penuh (SOK penuh)

haha awkay awkay

Archie says:

kuterima kapan saja kok

tau boneka yang dimainin pake tali nggak?

@Eulca says:

tau ya itu marionette kan-_____-

Archie says:

iya itu dia image marionette

@Eulca says:

yea udah kebayang

tapi bikinnya ini musti dripping sweat o_O

Archie says:

haha wew sorrysorry

@Eulca says:

lah kenapa sorry?

tunggu

Archie says:

for dripping your sweat

Nah mampus kan gue gatau apa2 soal graphic design yang ada gue gambar di kertas terus scan-_- Gue udah cerita ke nyokap gue kan soal ini (mana dia juga lagi sibuk noh nge design apaan tau buat WWF). Terus dia bilang dia kalo bantuin nanti hasilnya gak keren soalnya dia kuno katanya-.-Sebenernya gue udah punya bayangannya banyak dan bagus tapi yaa namanya juga bayangan pasti beda sm hasilnya hhh

Terusterus besokannya (Valentine's Day 2010) gue search di Google Marionette2 gitu buat contoh. Keywordnya banyak mulai dari Marionette, Dark Marionette, Marionette Cartoon, Gothic Marionette, Emo Marionette, Scary Marionette, Marionette logo, dll.

Sebenernya kalo di kertas aja gue ngerasa bisa gitu tapi entah kenapa gue ngerasa bakal bermasalah sama colouringnya soalnya bingung gitu loh aduh

Well, I'm gonna try to do my best for Marionette! Wish my luck guys :DDD

♥Eurevannixer

My Daily Anger-_-

I am human
I am part of this world
I have the rights to speak up or to do what people do
I have the freedom to burst out of the darkness

Blind people see things with their heart
Why can't you?
Oh yeah I forgot
You don't have one
And your eyes may wide open
But you're blind of what is around you

Pathetically killjoy
A deep mud in the stick

Dude, life is short
When you're done, you're done
We came to this Earth to have some fun
Keep it slow, let your life flow

♥Eurevannixer

Cat&Mouse

Okay, so I just discovered new song (well actually it's not a new song, but--well--yeah.) dan entah kenapa gue paling PALING nyesek and love the first and second sentences. Lagu ini sampe2 gue tulis di whiteboard gue (gue sering nulis2 di whiteboard -red)

This song is called Cat&Mouse, by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Cat & Mouse

	The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Cat And Mouse .mp3
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

Softly we tremble tonight,
Picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight.
I said I'd never leave you'll never change
I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life.

how,
Am I supposed to be happy?
When all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
When all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me...

We made plans to grow old,
Believe me there was truth in all those stories that I told.
Lost in a simple game cat and mouse are we the same people as before this came to light?

how,
Am I supposed to be happy?
When all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
When all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me...

You must live for me too....
For me too....

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, You...

Said that you would die for me....

Whooaaa
Am I supposed to be happy?
If all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
When all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me...

Goodbye♥

I know you never said this is the end. I know you never thought that I flew for you.
It was my own decision to end it.
You might never know what thing that ended.
You.
I ended up loving you.

That you might not realize you made me fall for you.
You did. And I was flying really high when I crashed the ground.
Darn. It hurts.
It was not your fault but it hurts.

Or perhaps... some of it are your fault

Because you treat me like you love me and I know you did.
We sat together and just talked face to face and you were looking into my eyes
But I didn't dare to look back
It's a venom

Back then, I used to wish I-wish-this-never-ends
But now, I-wish-this-ends-now

You first came when I'm bleeding
And I thought you come up to heal this wound.
Everything changed.

That I thought this will be a unlike-unique-story
That he was Romeo but he left me
And you, Paris, came to me to be with me
That time he was still Romeo, cause I missed him
And you were Paris, just Paris.

As time goes by I fell deeper.
Things changed, again.
I believed that you're not Paris. You're not Romeo. You're more than that. You're everything
And he was just a pile of jerk.

Now...

In open-minded and open-hearted, I let you go
I let you roam free and though I'm not ready for what will I see, or even though you would still be close to me, I will leave you
I will never try to get myself near to you
So thank you
and goodbye

Goodbye :')

♥ Eurevannixer

TEMPLATE YEAY

ASIIIIK TEMPLATENYA UDAH BISAAA HAHA SENANGNYA HATIKUU. ngedit2nya besok aja yaaa haha

♥Eurevannixer

Tragedi Dua Hari

27 Oct 2009

Eeeh bloggeey masak aku hari ini sial beudh dah eh sebenernya gak sial2 amat sih biasa aja (-___-)

Kan ceritanya hari itu normal2 aja yaa sampe sekitar 1-2 jam sebelom istirahat kedua, gue sama banyaak sama sarah ifel ajeng rian aryo iko matin dll main2 gitu kaaan nah mainannya aneh gitu yaituuu

ADU FISIK

(jijik ya fotonya -,-)

Pertama adu pukulan tangan gitu terus adu tepok terus adu tarik terus ADU PANCO. Nah inilah awal tragedi saya. Kan pertamanya ngeliat siapaaa gitu adu panco nah jadi ikut2 gitu.

Pertama Ajeng ngajak Sarah. Sarah KO! dingdingding
Terus abis itu Ajeng ngajak gue dan entah kenapa pertandingan berhenti karena Ajeng teralih perhatiannya

NAH terus datanglah si Rian ngajakin gua panco. Ronde pertama gua kalah tuh gara2 ngakak.

Ronde Kedua

Emang karena posisi gue salah ya. Pertama gue langsung bikin tangan Rian miring 45 derajat terus tiba2 ditahan gitu dan tiba-tiba....

ANJIRRRRRRRRR

Punggung tengah agak ke kiri gua sakit bangetttttttt sampe keluar air mata dah gua sumpah .nah kan gua tengkurep gitu di korsi udah gak denger deh orang-orang ngomong apa. Cuman akhir2nya denger pada nanya 'Kenapa eur?' 'Eh eureka kenapa tuh?' 'Hayoloo riaaan' Terus gue gak bisa berhenti bilang 'Anjeyng sakit banget anjeng anjeng sakit banget'

Dipijit2 kagak sembuh2 dah. Sakitnya lama gitu. Coba deh gue kan siangnya basket, dribble kiri cacat --_____-- ditubruk Adyo lagi hadoohh. Terus sorenya kan gue cerita ke nyokap gue terus kata nyokap gue salah uraaaatt dasar nenek2 banget guaaaaa uuuhh. Sakitnya lama benerrrr malem2 bangun gua posisi tidur kagak ada yang enak cakitt niccc -,-

28 Oct 2009

Ampe besokannya masih sakit tapi yaaaaaaaah lumayanlaahh cuman kalo diteken doang syakyit


RIANDI ADITIA GUE GAK TAU SALAH GUE APA SAMA LOOO HAUUHH

Ada tragedi lagi nih gara2 si Cupang.

Pertamanya si Cupang udah minta maap gitu kan terus gue bilang emang salah gue (HAHA BAIK KAN GUEEEEE)

Terus siangnya kita main koin2an gitu deeeh sama Iska Ajeng Sarah Rian (bopung benerrr) pertamanya kan gue sama Iska cuma main tebak2an doang mana yang 500 mana yang burung garuda eeeh tau2 si cukong krempeng ngikut terus lama2 mainannya serius gitu. Terus tiba2 muncul peraturan baru, yang kalah dihukum. Dihukumnya PARAH BANGET. Sama Rian gue disuruh tangannya dikepal terus ditaro di meja gitu kaan pertamanya gue nolak

E: Ah gamau ah yaan (gatau gimana nulis namanya haha) trauma guee gara2 kemaren
R: Iiiih gapapa sumpah
E: (pasrah -,-)

Terus tau2 dia nyentil koin ke tangan gue! ANJRITTTTTTT SAKIT BANGET PAS GUE LIAT LUKA GITU.

E: ANJIIING ANJIIING
R: Haha sakit kaan gue aja merah2 coba nih
E: ANJINGANJINGANJING
E: Eh luka gila yaan
R: Hah mana?
E: nih (nunjukkin tangan)
R: (cuma ngeliatin)
E: salah gue apa sama lo yaaan yaan ckck yang kemaren belom sembuh sekarang nambah lagi aduhduh

Emang sihhhh lukanya kecil tapi intinya adalah SALAH GUE SAMA LO APA YAAAANNNNNN -______-

Udah ah gak penting huahah


♥Eurevannixer