Huahmz saya bosan lapar ngantuk tapi bertahan untuk onlinee -_- (apasih)
Oke ya jadi ceritanya hari ini bangun2 bokap gua marah2 gara2 bangun siang (jam 7, masih lumayan gak siiiih). Terus abis bokap gua wusshh pergi ngantor gua nyari2in Nintendo DS tercintah eh kagak ada bos! Terus gua nyari2 di tempat bokap gua biasa ngumpetin (gue sama adek gue udah lama tau tempat itu, terus kalo bokap gue pulang langsung ditaro di tempat itu lagi ngahah anak licik). Terus gue cari2 di situ kagak ada jugaa ngeek. Akhirnya gue sisir tuh satu rumah eh kagak ada jugaaaaa ampe gua cari di dalem sepatu hhhhhhhh akhirnya gubraklah saya menyerah.
Terus terus nyokap gue ngajak ke apartemen. Gua mah mau mau aja abisnya DS gak ada mendingan internetan di apartemen. Gua udah pake tanktop (pake cardigan juga laaah) terus pake rok selutut eeeh ternyata perginya naik 70 MEEENN gua lupa kalo mobilnya di apartemen duccc tapi terus gua memohon (cailah) naik taksi huakaka dikasih dewwccc tapi terus gue ganti celana panjang atasannya masih tanktop -_- akhirnya waktu jalan kedepan gang gua pegangin dah tuh cardigan zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Terus nyampe apartemen gue langsung drag the laptop blablablabla terus TemanGilaSaya (ai lop yu muacc)nyapa yaa terus cerita2 tentang CALON KAKAK IPARNYA HUAHAHAH dan kami menyingkap rahasia dibelakangnyaaa jrengjengg
Oke jadi ceritanya kan gini, intinya (duh) my parents and my gramma dateng ke kondangan whoeveritis, terus tiba-tiba my dad's stupid-bastard-confusing-dumb-syndrome appeared. Masa katanya gue sama adek gue di suruh ke apartemen naik 70 buat nyuci baju JREEENGGG. And another World War 3 began in my beloved hoousseee.
Okay finally my Mom gave up and told us to do what we're told to (she's on the phone, the war contiunued in the car -,-). Yeah terus gue + loyal-dimwitted brother dragged that big bag (actually i could say that it's a package -___-) ke perempatan nyari taksi. HAHA oke sebenernya disuruh naik 70 tapi we're some fcking sinners who fights darkness -.- jadi cari taksi boom boom boom, apartment!
Oke sampe ke atas, gue sama adek gue masih in a deathly rage, ya know. bajunya dilempar masuk asal2an and i spilled some detergent -___-'' Apalagi adek gue kalo kesel sama bokap gue, wow, you won't believe the words that came out of his mouth hhhhh
Yeah, well at least the good part of this story is that me and my brother had some time spending in front of the laptop :p
Okay, more specific: 'Me and my brother had some time spending in front of ONE laptop -__-'
Jadi haha pertama dia main travian or whatsoeveritis plus some tabs full of games. terus gue minta buka YouTube dikasih (wow, what's wrong with him today? haha) terus ketagihan buka2 lagu gitu tapi kocaknya (dan memalukan z) jadi buka2 video lagu2 Pokemon Movie 1 loh HUAHAHA soalnya beberapa hari yang lalu nyetel cd Pokemon Movie dan wow ternyata gue masih suka loccc ngahah akhirnya kita buka2 http://tailedfox.com buka2 video Naruto HUAHAHA eh tapi terus waktu bokap gue dateng langsung ditutup gitu tabnya hahak
Terus ya anehnya gitcu waktu berangkat mau ke apartemen gue takut banget -_- soalnya daerah agak kampung gitu hhhhh tapi terus waktu nyampe taksi (legaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa) gue mikir latihan buat kalo pengen runaway dari rumah HAHA
You can say I'm a sinner But swear I'm a believer!
Oke, ehem (clearing throat) this song is meant for all pathetic fathers in the whole world (jah kayak ini lagu gue aja -,-). Intinya ini lagunya Good Charlotte (entah kenapa lagi seneng banget lagu2nya GC yang lama2 -_-), ditulis Benji&Joel Madden buat their Dad yang divorce waktu mereka 16. Terus waktu konser di manaa gitu waktu nyanyiin lagu ini Joel kan bilang sambil bercanda gitu "Go ahead and cry!" tapi terus Benji ngomongnya bener BENER serius pelan gitu "No, i'm serious. It's okay to cry." Terus waktu di tengah2 lagu tuh dia BENER BENER NANGIS (dikit doang sih, tapi keliatan). Dan DEMI ALLAH YA waktu gue pertama denger ini hampir nangis (berhubung jarang nangis z)
Lagu ini nge-influence gue banget karena yaah--let's just say it describes my life most likely. Okay, Dad. Wishes you to hear this song and change for me, for my life. I hate slash love you Dad!
(Ini video live yang gue bilang itu)
Hey Dad, I'm writing to you, not to tell you that I still hate you. Just to ask you how you feel and how we fell apart, how this fell apart.
Are you happy out there in this great wide world? Do you think about your sons? Do you miss your little girl? When you lay your head down, How do you sleep at night? Do you even wonder if we're alright?
but we're alright, We're alright...
Its been a long hard road without you by my side. Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried? You broke my mother's heart, You broke your children for life. Its not okay, but we're alright. I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes, but Those are just a long lost memory of mine. I spent so many years learning how to survive, now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive.
The days I spent so cold, so hungry, Were full of hate, I was so angry The scars run deep inside this tatooed body, Theres things I'll take to my grave, But I'm Okay, I'm Okay.
Its been a long hard road without you by my side Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried You broke my mother's heart You broke your children for life Its not okay, but we're alright I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes But those are just a long lost memory of mine, Now I'm writing just to let you know im still alive, And I'm still alive.
and Sometimes I forget Yeah, and this time, I'll admit, That I miss you, Said I miss you
Its been a long hard road without you by my side Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried You broke my mother's heart You broke your children for life Its not okay, but we're alright I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes But Those are just a long lost memory of mine, now I'm writing to just let you know I'm still alive
And sometimes I forget, and this time, I'll admit, That I miss you,I miss you, Hey Dad...
Nobody talks as the wind blows by Rushing bubbles all the way to the sunset It's so quite The water surfaces were never peace and flat
The machine stopped, the boat rocks Stand up and look down, The blue water surface dancing and reflecting the sun rays like an endless mirror And there was, the captain of the boat standing on the deck Putting his thumb up in the air, and smiling at me I tried to smile back but my lips are heavy I just nodded It's hard to know that that was the last time i see people smiles at me
It is useless if i stand here for more longer
And i jumped My mind rushed fast as i jumped off from the boat, on the way to the open sea I see a glimpse of the last beautiful sunset Feel the last breath of fresh air See and hear the birds dashing in the fantastic skylight It is hard as can be
The next second i feel all wet This is the beginning of and end, i said to myself So i started to swim to nowhere To the wide open world in front of me
It's so quite, too quite The quite that reminds me of the dark corners The quite that has been broked by the sound of bubbles and hard breath from my diving apparatus The water was dark dark blue, a little more darker, i'm sure it would turn into black I was floating in the dephts And that was the end of all lights
I don't know how long i've swam or how much times i've wasted for far distances The only thing i know that the sun has drowned half way to night And i knew, i saw, that my time's running out The air is thinning
And suddenly two sharks came as big as sofa I was scared, i was white This is not the way i wanted to My body shook though i can't see it in these water
I was waiting for them to attack me but that time didn't came Strange They spinned around me Reminds me of two big-sharptoothed-body guards I kept swimming slowly And they kept following me
And suddenly i arrived in a place that i know was and end big group of kelps waving in the water I was stuck If i keep on going i would be trapped Going back means i let the shark to eat me volunteerly I was hopeless
Until those sharks suddenly open me a way through the kelps Letting me pass freely, though their jaws are one centimetre long from my shoulders Then i realized That they're guarding me to a path, a way The path that i chosed, death. They're the guardian of underworld gate
All my fears were gone I followed them, as they're now leading me the way I can't cry, nor smile This is not happy or sad ending This is just.....it
I felt the air sucking my lungs out Like there's a big giant sitting on my chest I looked up There were still a glimpse of sunlight reflection The last life-gift Before i see the first death-gift another light White light The sharks swim into it and vanished I followed them And i also vanished Together with my underwater apparatus
masak kan ceritanya begini beberapa minggu yg lalu Bu Widi milih Litha Bayu dan Daru buat baca puisi buat pembukaan mesjid 19 kaan nah yaa terus temen2 pada ngira gue yg dipilih (ehm hehe) eh terus kagak gua mah biasa ajaa (eyadahh)
eh terus masak tadi kan ada pelajaran bahasa eh eh terus Karisa diajak ke perpus di sana lagi pada latian, soalnya Bu Widi mau nyari gantinya Daru soalnya katanya bacanya terlalu lembuuut nan angin melambaaii. Terus Bu Widi ngomong ke gua "kamu itu sebenernya bagus bgt tapi itu sih...." nah kan ya bingung tapi kenapanya itu terus Karisa bilang "loh Eureka gak ikut bu?" "yaa pengennya sih dia ikut tapi dia kristen sih"
JEDEEER! HAA? KRISTEN? SEJAK KAPAAN??
langsung ngakak deh haha terus yaa akhirnya diajak ke perpus disana ada yg lagi latian nyanyi rohani2 gitu.
Setelah dicobaaa baca puisinyaaaaaa jengjeeeeeeeeeeengg
Ternyata saya terpilih menggantikan Daruu MAAF YAA DARUU BROO!
Nah yaudah deh nanti kisah kami baca puisi gue post yaak haha cerita paling gak penting di Blog gue yaakk
Callmeh Eureka (i won't nod if you call me with some freaky names). I'm 14 eventually (except if I forgot to change it when I'm 15). Living in Jakarta, Indonesia. I worship (?) writing since i could write. I write everything!(and some are useless)Musics and arts and nature are my white side. I'm a loving machine, i love everybody easily if they love me and i don't hesitate choking some bad people (okay that was rude). Anyway, you can always contact me on my major email: eurekantrophy@yahoo.com Thanks!
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