Emotionless (Hey Dad)

Oke, ehem (clearing throat) this song is meant for all pathetic fathers in the whole world (jah kayak ini lagu gue aja -,-). Intinya ini lagunya Good Charlotte (entah kenapa lagi seneng banget lagu2nya GC yang lama2 -_-), ditulis Benji&Joel Madden buat their Dad yang divorce waktu mereka 16. Terus waktu konser di manaa gitu waktu nyanyiin lagu ini Joel kan bilang sambil bercanda gitu "Go ahead and cry!" tapi terus Benji ngomongnya bener BENER serius pelan gitu "No, i'm serious. It's okay to cry." Terus waktu di tengah2 lagu tuh dia BENER BENER NANGIS (dikit doang sih, tapi keliatan). Dan DEMI ALLAH YA waktu gue pertama denger ini hampir nangis (berhubung jarang nangis z)

Lagu ini nge-influence gue banget karena yaah--let's just say it describes my life most likely.
Okay, Dad. Wishes you to hear this song and change for me, for my life. I hate slash love you Dad!

(Ini video live yang gue bilang itu)

Hey Dad,
I'm writing to you,
not to tell you that I still hate you.
Just to ask you how you feel
and how we fell apart,
how this fell apart.

Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down,
How do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we're alright?

but we're alright,
We're alright...

Its been a long hard road without you by my side.
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart,
You broke your children for life.
Its not okay,
but we're alright.
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes,
but Those are just a long lost memory of mine.
I spent so many years learning how to survive,
now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive.

The days I spent so
cold, so hungry,
Were full of hate,
I was so angry
The scars run deep inside this tatooed body,
Theres things I'll take to my grave,
But I'm Okay, I'm Okay.

Its been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
Its not okay,
but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine,
Now I'm writing just to let you know im still alive,
And I'm still alive.

and Sometimes I forget
Yeah, and this time,
I'll admit,
That I miss you,
Said I miss you

Its been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
Its not okay,
but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But Those are just a long lost memory of mine,
now I'm writing to just let you know I'm still alive


And sometimes I forget,
and this time,
I'll admit,
That I miss you,I miss you,
Hey Dad...