Underwater Breathing Apparatus, The Underwater Death Apparatus

Nobody talks as the wind blows by
Rushing bubbles all the way to the sunset
It's so quite
The water surfaces were never peace and flat

The machine stopped, the boat rocks
Stand up and look down,
The blue water surface dancing and reflecting the sun rays like an endless mirror
And there was, the captain of the boat standing on the deck
Putting his thumb up in the air, and smiling at me
I tried to smile back but my lips are heavy
I just nodded
It's hard to know that that was the last time i see people smiles at me

It is useless if i stand here for more longer

And i jumped
My mind rushed fast as i jumped off from the boat, on the way to the open sea
I see a glimpse of the last beautiful sunset
Feel the last breath of fresh air
See and hear the birds dashing in the fantastic skylight
It is hard as can be

The next second i feel all wet
This is the beginning of and end, i said to myself
So i started to swim to nowhere
To the wide open world in front of me

It's so quite, too quite
The quite that reminds me of the dark corners
The quite that has been broked by the sound of bubbles and hard breath from my diving apparatus
The water was dark dark blue, a little more darker, i'm sure it would turn into black
I was floating in the dephts
And that was the end of all lights

I don't know how long i've swam or how much times i've wasted for far distances
The only thing i know that the sun has drowned half way to night
And i knew, i saw, that my time's running out
The air is thinning

And suddenly two sharks came
as big as sofa
I was scared, i was white
This is not the way i wanted to
My body shook though i can't see it in these water

I was waiting for them to attack me
but that time didn't came
Strange
They spinned around me
Reminds me of two big-sharptoothed-body guards
I kept swimming slowly
And they kept following me

And suddenly i arrived in a place that i know was and end
big group of kelps waving in the water
I was stuck
If i keep on going i would be trapped
Going back means i let the shark to eat me volunteerly
I was hopeless

Until those sharks suddenly open me a way through the kelps
Letting me pass freely, though their jaws are one centimetre long from my shoulders
Then i realized
That they're guarding me to a path, a way
The path that i chosed, death.
They're the guardian of underworld gate

All my fears were gone
I followed them, as they're now leading me the way
I can't cry, nor smile
This is not happy or sad ending
This is just.....it

I felt the air sucking my lungs out
Like there's a big giant sitting on my chest
I looked up
There were still a glimpse of sunlight reflection
The last life-gift
Before i see the first death-gift
another light
White light
The sharks swim into it and vanished
I followed them
And i also vanished
Together with my underwater apparatus

Gue? Kristen? Masya Allah-_-

Aduh Bu Widi nih ya haha aneh2 ajadeh wakakak

masak kan ceritanya begini beberapa minggu yg lalu Bu Widi milih Litha Bayu dan Daru buat baca puisi buat pembukaan mesjid 19 kaan nah yaa terus temen2 pada ngira gue yg dipilih (ehm hehe) eh terus kagak gua mah biasa ajaa (eyadahh)

eh terus masak tadi kan ada pelajaran bahasa eh eh terus Karisa diajak ke perpus di sana lagi pada latian, soalnya Bu Widi mau nyari gantinya Daru soalnya katanya bacanya terlalu lembuuut nan angin melambaaii. Terus Bu Widi ngomong ke gua "kamu itu sebenernya bagus bgt tapi itu sih...." nah kan ya bingung tapi kenapanya itu terus Karisa bilang "loh Eureka gak ikut bu?" "yaa pengennya sih dia ikut tapi dia kristen sih"

JEDEEER! HAA? KRISTEN? SEJAK KAPAAN??


langsung ngakak deh haha terus yaa akhirnya diajak ke perpus disana ada yg lagi latian nyanyi rohani2 gitu.

Setelah dicobaaa baca puisinyaaaaaa jengjeeeeeeeeeeengg


Ternyata saya terpilih menggantikan Daruu MAAF YAA DARUU BROO!

Nah yaudah deh nanti kisah kami baca puisi gue post yaak haha cerita paling gak penting di Blog gue yaakk

Kematian

Setiap hembusan angin semilir membawa jiwaku
Terbang menjadi partikel kecil menyakitkan
Terbang menuju matahari
Menjauh dari kemayaan riang dunia

Mataku buta, semua gelap gulita
Pelupuk mataku dibajiri air mata
Penyesalanku tiada akhir, mengingat aku takkan pernah melihat dunia ini lagi
Ingin aku melihat senyum dan tawa dan wajah indah orang2 di sekelilingku
Tapi kini sudah lenyap, tak ada lagi cahaya hangat
Semua terasa gelap dan dingin

Aku berusaha menggerakan tubuhku
Namun serasa ditindih samudera, aku tak bisa
Aku berusaha bersuara, memanggil siapapun untuk menolongku
Namun yang keluar dari mulutku hanya suara nafas berat

Darah panas mengaliri membahasi wajahku
Ya, satu-satunya benda hangat dan hidup terakhir dariku
Kalau ini kematian, kataku
Tidak terlalu buruk
Tidak terlalu menyakitkan
Hanya saja aku tersakiti rasa rindu dan penyesalan
Rindu pada dunia dan menyesal atas segala-galanya

Udara begitu dingin
Tanah yang kutiduri ini basah dan dingin
Tak kusangka disini akhirnya
Di malam yang menenggelamkan seluruh sinar ini
Sekarang, detik ini, aku akan pulang
Aku akan pergi

Dan Dia datang

"Ayo" katanya "Sudah waktunya"

Air mataku membanjir lebih deras
Inilah yang dinamakan terharu dan sedih
Bahagiaku akan bertemu bersamaNya
Sedihku aku berpisah dengan dunia yang sudah kudiami

Aku baru menyadari betapa bintang2 sungguh indah
Betapa kota yang bersinar temaram sungguh..sungguh...
Mungkin mereka semua tak menyadari aku telah hilang dalam sunyi
Bahagia mereka terlalu kekal untuk dibanjiri air mata
Dan sungguh, aku bahagia untuk mereka

Senano detik berlalu dan aku merasa kebas ringan
Langit begitu bersinar untuk diterbangi
Begitu mempesonanya sehingga aku lupa untuk melihat kebelakang
Melihat dunia untuk yg terakhir kali
Kotaku begitu indah malam ini
Suara alunan musik dan tawa orang-orang masih terdengar samar
Selamat tinggal,
Sampai bertemu lain waktu, waktu dimana kita bisa berkumpul kembali





Mataku terbelalak, melihat Surga yang indah bersinar, tak bersuara melihat orang2 yang sudah lama tak kutemui

MelihatNya dengan senyum polos indah....

Inilah tempat abadi yang telah kunantikan

What do you call it?

When you're sitting alone in the dark, there would be something that annoys you
Something that's not right
Something that's missing
And you felt shallow without it
And you cried
Alone....in the dark
You felt that you can't live without that thing

That thing reminds me of flowers in a silent meadow
Reminds me of crystal clear snow outside the warm window
Reminds me of cheers and smiles and laughters
Reminds me of the blue sky and the white-cotton-cloud
Reminds me the warmth when you hugged me

Reminds me of the good times we've spent together
Reminds me of the way you hold my hand
The way you looked deeply into my eyes
The way you simpatize and talked to me
Reminds me those days i felt so alive

That thing burns your heart,
It warmth you through the cold nights
But it will also burns you and hurts you

That thing is called: LOVE

L : Lonesome
O: Outstanding
V: Vain
E: Extraordinary

Love is like thousands of your mind and your feeling mixing up together in colorful atmosphere
It is sometimes speechless, wordless
Because it is too Extraordinary to speak of when you felt it
Nothing in this world can stop you to feel it
Or to kill it


It is endless
It will always protect you from darkness and fear
It is powerful
It is strong

But once you lose a love, you'll lose everything
Lose the will to live
Lose your smile
Lose your happiness
Everything....

Love is the 8th wonders of the world, the gift from God, can also be a curse from God, though nobody noticed

Until You Die, I Still Don't Care

I'm watching every single thing he's doing, but that doesn't mean that i care

He's crying
I don't care

He's asking you to go back
I still don't care

He's crying on your feet
don't even care

He's breathless
So?

He looked really shock and pale
Yeah, right

I think he gave up finally
Don't care

He walked away
Good

He's going to the old tower on the other side, the one that's facing to us
I do not care

He's going up to the tower
Yes i can see, so what?

He's standing on the top of the tower
I'm not blind but i don't care

Now he's staring at you
So do i, but i don't care

He's crying again
Don't care

He jumped from the tower!
I don't care

He's free falling!
Still don't care

He's lying on the ground now!
Don't care

He's not moving!
Not interested

He's dead!
I do not care

Now what are you doing?
I'm standing up, can't you see?

But you're at the top of an old building!
Yes i know

No! What are you doing?!
I'm walking to the edge, as if you're not blind

STOP! Don't do this!
Why not? this is my decision

Don't even dare to look down!
But i am looking down, i can see the ground, i can see his body lying

NO! STOP! GET BACK!
Why would i?

I'M BEGGING YOU! STOP!
Sorry

DON'T JUMP!
Too late, we're falling

!!!-----
............

This is the only thing i would ever care of, it is called

DEATH